Current mood:

confused

Update... on self
Well it's been a while since I've been on the net. If any of you were even remotely interested in what's been going on in my life (Doubt it.) well then you'll get alll that there is to know.

A. My house is more or less fine, which I bet some of you already knew.

B. My house has power again (A: fast little buggers...) so uh... w00+?

C. *Hugs shiny new laptop.* Yay! I finally got my Mom to get one. ^_^ *Spoiled.* I earned it... sorta... My Mom has a lot of medical problems so I massage her to get money. >_> Weird, no?

D.Well I only think I told some of you guys this, but if you didn't already know... I'm fatter than... something really fat. Like, truly just... unhealthy, I mean... If I don't do something about it I might die. I guess it doesn't really matter on the net though... but it matters in real life. I don't want to think that... I'm going to spen the rest of my life like this, you know? I've tried a bunch of stupid diets and exercizing and all trhat but... it just doesn't always cut it. Will power and a thousand heart to hearts aren't always enough. I had my brother talk to me about this thing called a... well I forgot what it's really called, but I remember the words gastric bypass... anyway, it's where they chop out half of ytour stomach. Then later my sister started talking about it... like a month later, and after I accused her of conspiracy she finally convinced my that I might really want this. I mean... I'm not in school... exactly, right now so it would be like the ideal time. I'll have to talk to a professional before I make any life altering decisions, you know... see what the risks are and all that. My Mom got one and... well let's just say that it didn't turn out for the best. She got all of the annoyance without any of the results. So seeing her at the opposite side of the spectrum gives me a really hard choice... I do NOT... EVER want to live life like my mom. She's like in the lower percentage though, and she got it a long time ago, before it was refined. Hmmm.... I... I just wish people could see me the way that I do...