| Invasion |
[Jul. 29th, 2007|12:09 pm] |
So it turns out my brother on a mission stumbled upon my livejournal (how, I won't bother to think about) and read some things that upset him. I sure am sorry how he learned all the things he learned... I was kind of hoping to break the idea gently to him when he got back from his mission and didn't have other things to worry about. Well, what's done is done and at the reasonable request of my sister I made the last few entries of my journal private so he wouldn't go back and angst over them. I'm sorry, Will, this should have happened differently. |
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| FREAKIN' WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|07:38 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Not Wham... | ] |
*Plays Freedom by Wham.* WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! I have just experienced the "mighty change of heart." I was recently having trouble supressing some... urges... and I decided to repent for reals and... dang... now I totally know how Alma felt. Trust me, it would sound a lot cooler if you knew the extent of what I was doing, how bad I felt, and how AWESOME I feel now!!! Here's a better explination I posted on the forum.
Oh my gosh! I must have never felt the spirit before! This time it was SO cool! Ok... So I was repenting of some erm... "unmentionable" sins and... Man, now I totally know how Alma felt. This time the spirit was like... like I was finally awake, even though I never knew I was tired. A cool breeze kissed my face... and... it's so weird... but I felt like I had Ari's wings. Even if you don't have even the slightest idea of what I'm talking about... just know that I have never... ever... been this happy. |
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| Quiz results |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
| This Is My Life, Rated | Life:
|  5.7 | Mind:
|  5 | Body:
|  2.9 | Spirit:
|  6.7 | Friends/Family:
| 6.2 | Love:
| Not enough information | Finance:
| 5.2 | | Take the Rate My Life Quiz |
...ouch... |
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| Stranded! |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|06:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
TV!!! CABLE!!!! INTERNET!!!... in my own house!!!! TDF!!!!
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CABLE!!! CURSE YOU COMMUNICRAP!!! It's been two and a half weeks! It would have only taken you two hours to fix my cable! *Dies.*
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So how is everyone?
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FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Update... on self |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|09:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
Well it's been a while since I've been on the net. If any of you were even remotely interested in what's been going on in my life (Doubt it.) well then you'll get alll that there is to know.
A. My house is more or less fine, which I bet some of you already knew.
B. My house has power again (A: fast little buggers...) so uh... w00+?
C. *Hugs shiny new laptop.* Yay! I finally got my Mom to get one. ^_^ *Spoiled.* I earned it... sorta... My Mom has a lot of medical problems so I massage her to get money. >_> Weird, no?
D.Well I only think I told some of you guys this, but if you didn't already know... I'm fatter than... something really fat. Like, truly just... unhealthy, I mean... If I don't do something about it I might die. I guess it doesn't really matter on the net though... but it matters in real life. I don't want to think that... I'm going to spen the rest of my life like this, you know? I've tried a bunch of stupid diets and exercizing and all trhat but... it just doesn't always cut it. Will power and a thousand heart to hearts aren't always enough. I had my brother talk to me about this thing called a... well I forgot what it's really called, but I remember the words gastric bypass... anyway, it's where they chop out half of ytour stomach. Then later my sister started talking about it... like a month later, and after I accused her of conspiracy she finally convinced my that I might really want this. I mean... I'm not in school... exactly, right now so it would be like the ideal time. I'll have to talk to a professional before I make any life altering decisions, you know... see what the risks are and all that. My Mom got one and... well let's just say that it didn't turn out for the best. She got all of the annoyance without any of the results. So seeing her at the opposite side of the spectrum gives me a really hard choice... I do NOT... EVER want to live life like my mom. She's like in the lower percentage though, and she got it a long time ago, before it was refined. Hmmm.... I... I just wish people could see me the way that I do... |
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| Evacueeness |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|08:50 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
Well... I never thought I'd be using a computer until I got back, but hey... what d'ya know. We're stating with my seldom seen uncle... welll... I've seldom seen him. He's almost blind so he's at some special learning annex to teach you how to function in society completely independant of anyone else. He's married though... weird.. anyway. I'm using his computer while he's at a class... but of course blind people don't watch tv... so I pretty much have nothing to do...man... I hope our house is okay.. will be okay, whatever. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|09:28 am] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
Ah, we ARE evacuating. They issued a mandatory evac and it looks like it's heading more in our direction... crap... we didn't board up our windows or anything... Man... |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|12:14 am] |
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| |  blah | ] |
Well it appears that we may, or may not evacuate. Depending upon the direction of the hurricane tomorrow. I hope we leave though... I don't want to be caught in this. If we do leave, I don't see why we need to stay in a shelter. I mean, are we not above driving an hour more than necesary to find a vacant hotel? Apparently so... I dearly wish to take my dog also... My Dad says he'll stay... I don't know why though. I hope nothing happens. In other, and by comparison, lighter news... it is not the end of the world... I thought I was going to just... fall apart a while ago, but I starved myself of that person for a while and found that was exactly what I needed. I can wait as long as she needs to... I mean... I have this long anyway... I'd rather she hurry up though =p but it's a'ight.
Well... I wish that there was no hurricane at all... hmm... well... not like anyone cares that deeply, but I'll keep you posted. :P |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|01:36 am] |
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| | crappy | ] |
You are a
Social Conservative
(35% permissive)
and an...
Economic Liberal
(26% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Totalitarian
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid |
apparently I'm right along with Stalin... |
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| ^_^ |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
*Dullwitted laugh.* heh, jk. *Smiles excitedly.* I can't spare any of the more discreet details, but I can tell you all that I am very happy. (: Man... for a while I thought I ruined everything, but it looks like everything's gonna be ok. ^_^ Man... I feel like telling someone, but anyone in real life would laugh at me, and I can't really tell anyone online... (: Oh well... |
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| Ten things... |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|12:12 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
List ten things you want to do before you die:
1.Get married in the temple... and only once. (Yo mormon girls XD)
2.Have exactly three children.
3.become a physical therapist/writer.
4.Finish the Doorway Beyond Dreams
5.Beat the crap out of my brother William.
6.Write my other two books.
7.Earn a million dollars.
8.Send all of my kids to college and on a mission.
9.shake a famous person's hand.
10.Invent something that will revolutionize the way people live.
I'm too lazy to tag people... |
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| AH!!! |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|11:01 am] |
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| | worried | ] |
Why does Jesus hate me!? What did I do wrong!?!?!!?!?!??!?! I thought private entries were supposed to be... PRIVATE!!!! Then why does the one preson I REALLY don't want to read something able to read it!? Argh! I better not see anyone else's friend pages poluted with this! |
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| Egh... |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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| | Meh... | ] |
Well... I went to Austin and... well... it was fun, but now I'm having that... thing again. I'm all depressed and homesick... I wish I never had to move. I might've felt better if I had someone to talk to, but everyone's asleep or something. Well... something HILARIOUS happened while I was there. Our preisthood lesson was an object lesson and... well... one of the leaders, who was new and I had no idea who he was and I felt dumb for that, had one of those bags with all the paper overflowing. Anyway, it looked pretty cool... like a lousy christmas present anyway.. He told Chris Fairborn to open it, I HATE Chris Fairborn... so annoying... anyway, for some reason he totally sucked at opening bags. Oh!, he's not that stupid, there was like a ball of something in a blue plastic bag inside the pretty bag. He told him t open it with his teethm which he didn't... weird... and someone whipped out this knife, it was a pretty cool knife, and he STILL couldn't open it. So he finally did and then he was like... something smells like crap... then he threw the bag, which thankfully was doublelatered, and said "IT IS CRAP" And lo and behold... it was poop. About eight bags of baby poop. Anyway, the lesson was that even though things may look enticing, most likely all you'll get in the end is a fistfull of crap.
Man... I miss Austin... T_T |
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| WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111!1111!!!!!!1!!!1!!1!1111eleven111!!!!1!!!!!
*Breathes and holds sides.* Woo... whew... just woo... |
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| EVERYTHING |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|12:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | apathetic | ] |
Well... They got all of the missionaries out of New Orleans and I'm glad about that, but I doubt they were making very much progress anyway. I SO want to go help... My mom got me all worried. They told us we were going on thursday and that was wednesday and I would never assu,e that it was the next thursday and if it /was/ this thursday then I'm the worst, most lazy person to EVER live!
What makes it worse is that I'm feeliong so apathetic lately... I just don't feel like doing anything... conflicting emotions. During some times of the day I feel like dropping... well taking everything and going and helping all the gurt people and at other times I feel like rfalling down and just sitting there. Me me me! Then there's that darn egotism again.
School ain't going so well... like I wasn't late already. Now I have to buy an extension. I'd totally be done with all of that crap if English wasn't so tedius and math wasn't so freaking hard. Do you have any idea how hard math is if you're the teacher!? I got my best friends dad to help me on it, he does math for fun... weird... My dad coulda done it easily, but he'da just blithered on forever about the most useless things. I love him though and shouldn't murmer against him.
I hear bad things are happening recently... everywhere. All the hurricane people have gone in survival mode and jacking things without thining twice... well... i don't know that, but still.
I wonder if we're going to the astrodome or New Orleans. There's really no way to tell with the simple knowledge I have now.
Ugh... I SO need to go to the gym. I haven't gone since my brother left... early August... AHH! I'm going to look like this forever! NOOOOOO!!11! jk...
I got something for the girl I like... this was actually a long time ago, but I was way too afraid to ask where she lived, I mean... what if she thought I was a stalker or something? What if she thought that was just weird? It's a... well... what if she reads this?... oh well... My only hint.
http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b64/Lockedg3/Sego_Lily.jpg
Hmmm.... what else, what else... Church! There we go! Mutual was where they told us we could help out, and there we watched this movie. It was way cool. It was about this guy who was a preacher and found a book... what book you say? The book of Mormon, but he had no idea what the book was, because it had no title or front page or... whatever it's called. Anyway it was pretty cool. They had some stuff that looked really gross but in actuality was really delicious. Chocolate covered popcorn. Mmmm... *Has to remember to find youth directory.* it has pictures of all my frineds. W00t! |
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| YAY!!! Stealing quizzes!!! |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
HARE DAEMON represents your passive,
kindhearted, and honorable nature. Though you
are occasionally shy with new people, friends
admire your unshakable tranquility, even in the
face of chaos.
What Animal Would Your Daemon Settle As?
brought to you by Quizilla
A... hare?...
Your Daemon is a Bat!
Bats are
usually unpopular because of their bad
reputations. Vampire bat people are especially
shunned, but fruit bats are a little more
accepted. They love to be with people and enjoy
contact, but too many friends or too many at
once makes them panic. They tend to be shy and
quiet, but other times, bat people are very
energetic and social. Bat people are often
lazy, however, and spend most of their waking
hours later in the day or at night.
What Physical Form Would Your Daemon Take?
brought to you by Quizilla
Okay now this is just weird!
You are a wolf, loyal, but wild. You are one of the
very few who are trustworthy to all. Friends
and enimies alike. That is something to be
proud of.
What form does your Daemon take?
brought to you by Quizilla
Now... here we go. |
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| Confession time... |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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| |  dirty | ] |
No, it's not some /big/ secret... But I do feel like I've betrayed every single one of you. I think I told you guys a long time ago, but I'm more than sure that you've all forgotten. Anyway... the truth is... I'm actually home-schooled. DUMDUMDUUUUUUM!!!!!! Here's the link where it all happens/is started. http://ce.byu.edu/is/site/index.cfm I'm having some trouble getting the work done though... and I barely didn't finish tenth grade... My parents were planning on sending me back to school this year but... I /didn't/ finish, and last time I checked they don't let you be a junior when you still not done with being a sophmore... anyway...
Know that if I were in a better state that I'd be right there with you suffering the pains of school, but this state's education is a plain joke! I plan on finishing up as soon as I can and then gouing to a better school, even though it's a little farther away. It's still in Louisiana though -_-;... I might not be able to pull it off until next semester though... it's tough when you doing your work is soley based on your willpower... maybe not as gay as school though. Anyway... I'm sorry that the schools here are gay and that I wasn't ready for the culture shock/being bulleyed... I know, I'm a wuss... buut I'd always had it really good at my old school... It's hard going from really AWESOME to the worst school in America.. one of the worst anyway... So, sorry, please don't hate me... |
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| Seminary |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|06:29 pm] |
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Well... I went to Seminary this morning. Seminary is like... minichurch school before you go to regular school. I had to wake up at 6:00 AM and everything.... we have a new teacher and she knows so little about teaching seminary it was just sad. |
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| back |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|12:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
I'm back, and that's about all there is to it. We watched High Strung while we were there... SO funny! Best movie ever as far as I'm concerned, except for the occasional swear... That's about it, but I liked it all the same. |
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| Austin and yet another weird dream. |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | apathetic | ] |
I'm going to Austin for a few days just before school starts, but more importantly, a cool dream I had. I was in a city of some sorts, and before I went to sleep I watched this weird movie where Dracula was really Judas. Anyway... wow, I just remembered I forgot the goings on of about 90% of the dream. The end was really sad though... like... (I am a devout religious man, but this is a totally messed up dream in which I hold no substance in... I don't beleive in it and I hate this part in other words.) Jesus had not been perfect in my dream. Like, he had some affair with this harpy like lady, only she was very pretty and beautiful. Her babies were MESSED UP though. They were really fat and they both lived forever, so they were still babies after like two thousand years. But they were all mean and cranky... and then the had to breast feed... it was gross... So, in my dream, I walked the sad walk home. Knowing in my heart that living had no point at all, if Jesus hadn't been perfect, then the atonement meant nothing, and everyone would have come here just to die.
I went and sat down on something and then freaked out, because the thing I was sitting on was alive. I looked and... it was a dragon... no, it was Haku! Just a really big version of him. I didn't realize it in the dream though. I was afraid of the dragon, and I wanted to leave, but he for sure would have seen me. I waited there... it was creepy... then he slowly dipped into the river... (There was a river which is where I found the harpie.) I was on his back and... how I never got wet or underwater or fell off is beyond me. Or so I thought before he submerged and left me at the top of the water. I felt (Really, I did, aren't dreams the best?) the water surge and move under me. Then the Haku(ish) dragon head poked out of the water and stared at me. It sounds lame now, but in the dream this scared the crap out of me. He said "Ah... I was lookiing for a human." :) He was smiling.... Suddenly I was Equinus from my storyt and I had wings. I tried as hard as I could to fly out of there but it was no good. I fell back into the water and Haku whirled around me.. until he was underwater with his sinister smile and looked up at me and opened his jaws and... *MY brother just /had/ to go to bathroom* He (oops) I woke up. |
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